Hello! We're The Rats in a Trenchcoat system. We have DID and we are traumagenic and protogenic. We currently have no plans to integrate, as we feel quite comfortable as a system, and we can function well together as we are. However, some of us have integrated in the past, and that has been part of our healing process.
This wiki is a safe space for us where we come to hang out and work on pages. Formerly, we were sysops, however we resigned due to our mental health. In the future, we hope we will be stable enough to be admins again, but right now, that is not a possibility.
If you'd like to talk, you can message us on our message wall. We're open to conversation however we do struggle with refreshing our message wall and having full on conversations so we apologize if our conversations are not the longest or most in depth!
Note
Aside from the alters listed on this page, who are in our main system, we have a group of alters locked in a place called The Basement. They may or may not eventually come up from The Basement and join the main system.
We also have quite a few fragments floating around here and there, however they tend to remain in The Basement where they can not access the front.
We are not keeping them there. There is another headmate who is holding them there, and we can not force them to stop. They are trying to protect us by keeping other headmates in The Basement, and we can not go back down there without that headmates will, which they do not want us to do.
We tend to use we/us however sometimes we will use I/Me
Occasionally we will use the ampersand on our pronouns (I&, We&, Me&)
Shy is Asatru, Victoria is an Eclectic pagan, and Justin, Alexis, and Alfred are Christians
Shy, Jingle, Alfred, Ena, Victoria, Gamzee, Wendi, and Azazael are non-human
Alexis is ghostkin and Rollin is wolfkin
Alexis can't read and is very shy
Rollin is mute and hard of hearing
Ena, Alfred, Gamzee and Burns are fictives
Shy has integrated with a former headmate named Lilliana
Natasha used to be jingle, however, they integrated with fragments to become them
We are two-spirit
We are covert, meaning it is hard to tell when a switch has happened unless we've told you
We are minors, do not interact with us if you are over the age of 25
Do not interact if...
You are a transmed.
You believe some peoples trauma is "worse than others".
You believe psychiatric disabilities are not disabilities.
You use terms such as "Narcissist" "Psycho" and "Sociopath" in the wrong ways.
You support any form of non-consensual contact and/or violence.
You are against minority movements.
You do not support neopronouns.
You fakeclaim.
You are a system exclusionist.
You are anti-alterhuman.
You use slurs you can not reclaim.
You will shame people based on their hyperfixations.
You blame those with vulgar/slur tics for their tics.
You think white passing POC are not POC and/or can not experience racial trauma.
You believe "queer" is a slur and shouldn't be used.
You believe aspec individuals are broken or damaged.
You slut-shame.
You are anti sex-work.
You are a fictive or kin of Mystery Burns from Doll Eye.
You are a fictive or kin of Stranger from Doll Eye.
Boundaries
Do not ask us about our triggers unless we explicitly say it is okay. We are formed exclusively from trauma, and discussion of our triggers can cause flashbacks, panic attacks, and dissociation.
Do not interact with us if you are currently age regressed, or are a system little, particularly if you use "baby talk" (ex: speaking wike dis). We aren't against you, but childlike behaviors can be triggering for us in some cases, and we'd prefer not to interact with someone at the mental age of a child.
Use the term "headmate" for us instead of "alter". While we may reclaim the term alter and use it for ourselves, we are not comfortable with other people calling us "alters" and would prefer others call us headmates.
Never act sexual towards us if we are not partners, and even then, do not act sexual if we haven't said it's okay, especially when other people are around.
Neurodivergences
Our neurodivergences are listed below
We all have
ADHD
DID
cPTSD
Synesthesia
Dyslexia
Dyscalculia
ARFID
Most of us have
Depression
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Social Anxiety
Headmate specific
Health Anxiety (Shy and Leilani)
Anorexia Nervosa (Shy)
OSFED (Gamzee)
OCD (Jordan)
Psychosis (Azazael, Alfred, and Shy)
Diagnosis status
We will not be sharing our diagnosis status on any of our disorders or neurodivergencies. This is for both our safety, and to avoid being fakeclaimed. Regardless of what our diagnosis status is, we feel unsafe sharing it, and ask that you please respect that boundary.
Note
We consider ourselves disabled due to the severity of some of our disorders. High levels of dissociation, severe ADHD, and tics and stims that physically harm us, has been disabling for us. We are getting therapy and hope to one day be able to function better, but we are still disabled due to our disorders.
Partners
Shy is in a romantic relationship with Ryan and Jason (not on the wiki)
Jordan is in a romantic relationship with Jayden (not on the wiki)
Deirdre is in a romantic relationship with Dan
Gamzee is in a romantic relationship with Shy
We are romantically and queerplatonically involved with Cryptocrew
Sex: CTF, POV, Extersex (possible PCOS or Hypogonadism)
Race: White-passing native american and romani
Other Members
Bill
Bills Appearance
Bill is a fully formed headmate who stays in the basement. He does not front often, and is not generally considered part of our main system.
Pronouns: He/Him
Age: 17
System Role: Recycler, Introject, Persecutor
Species: Human
Sex: Wolffian, POP
Gender: Cisgender Man
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
Romantic Orientation: Heteroromantic
Amory: Monogamous
Ev's Appearance
Ev
Ev is another fully formed headmate who is not considered part of the main system. Ey are not aware ey are in a system and have total amnesia making it extremely scary for em to front. It is unlikely you will ever see Ev here.
Pronouns: Ey/Em
Age: Unknown (systeen)
System Role: Trauma Holder
Species: Human
Sex: Agenital, PON
Gender: Unknown
Sexual Orientation: Unknown
Romantic Orientation: Unknown
Amory: Unknown
Interests
A comprehensive list of everyone's interests.
Creativity: Animation, Digital art, Digital painting, Traditional art, Baking, Guitar, Piano, Cello, Ukulele, Singing, Electronic instruments, Music production, Sewing, Writing, Kandi
Musicians: Crywank, Mitski, Jack Stauber, Oliver Tree, The Front Bottoms, Cavetown, Will Wood, Lemon Demon, Bo Burnham, Eminem, Grandson, Yungblud, Flatsound, Paul Baribeau, Cosmo Sheldrake, Teddy Hyde, Ethan Jewell, Penelope Scott, Wilbur Soot, AJR, Twenty One Pilots, IC3PEAK, Weezer, AJJ, Lyn Lapid, Awfultune, The Dresden Dolls, Amanda Palmer, Evelyn Evelyn
Games: FNF, Genshin Impact, Minecraft, Among us, Portal, Little Nightmares, Little Nightmares 2
Shows/Movies: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The A List, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, Bojack Horseman, Rick and Morty, Camp Camp, Centricide
Triggers (general trigger warning for readers)
Not all of us have the same triggers, so this is just a list of things to be careful with when speaking to any of us. Italicized triggers are more severe.
Topics
Drug use
Rape
Acting on pedophilic thoughts
Death
Grief
Self-Harm
Suicide
Media (Images, sounds, & text)
Gacha images
NF (Specifically The Search album)
Screaming
The phrase "is no longer in use"
Gunshots
Trailer parks
Shattered glass
Traumacore
Miscellaneous
Cages
Small spaces
Bathrooms (under very specific circumstances)
Ball pits
Monkey bars
The sides of roads at night
Lighters
Comments on our weight
Specific triggers
Team Fortress 2 (Specifically for Shy)
Tomatoes (Specifically for Victoria)
Lying (Specifically for Victoria)
Centipedes (Specifically for Alfred)
Please contact us if...
You are a fictive or kin of Shai Brown from Doll Eye
You are a fictive or kin of Yuki Chairo from Doll Eye
You are a fictive or kin of Kao Ushi from Doll Eye
You are a fictive or kin of Lilly Burns from Doll Eye