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I would very much appreciate it if this wasn’t read/commented on any longer, since many things have changed since I first posted it. I can’t force anyone to do anything, but I simply don’t want to be judged off of this alone. Thank you. /g |
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- I want to clarify that I have already been banned for 3 months, due to what I wrote. |
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Mod Edit: Warning- this post contains talk of "outgrowing" ADHD |
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- I experience impostor syndrome (although that isn’t an excuse), and I really don’t want to keep the previous post up, because I still feel like I’m faking everything. /neg |
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== Author's Note == |
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This was written entirely on impluse. However the case, I have no idea how much of it is true or false. I had the urge to post somewhere what I had written, so here it is, in all of its glory. |
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- All the information that was written before is outdated, and currently incorrect. /srs |
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=== <u>Trigger Warnings</u> === |
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S*icide, attention seeking, faking neurodivergence, faking gender/romantic/sexual orientation, s*lf h*rm (e, a), triggers |
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- I was not in a good state of mind, since all of my friends here had been temporarily blocked. I wrote this because I though that I also deserved a block. |
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== Things I fake for attention == |
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- I spoke about outgrowing ADHD, because several people had told me that I had, and I genuinely did not know that you can’t outgrow neurodivergence. /g /lu |
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* '''Gender:''' I wanted to be different, and I don't act any different compared to before I claimed to be agender. I simply wanted to be unique and hated the idea of being cisgender, or 'basic' in my eyes. |
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* '''Sexual Orientation:''' I'm too young to know who I want to be involved with, and simply don't think most male celebrities are attractive. |
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* '''Romantic Orientation:''' Same as the preceding reason. |
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* '''Neurodivergence:''' I was diagnosed with ADHD as a young kid, but I obviously outgrew that. I can handle and do most tasks if I really put my mind to it, and simply wanted an excuse for being lazy and never doing things on time. |
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* '''S_icide:''' I love the idea of never getting old, and being in complete control of how long I live. It was my idealistic belief, that simply led me to believe I liked the idea of s_icide. |
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* '''S_lf H_rm (s/h):''' I simply wanted attention, and I deluded myself into believing that I was being 'quirky' by doing it. |
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* Triggers: I was thinking of something that would trigger me, and I simply thought back to a time where I had a dream. I woke up crying, but that didn't mean that triggered me. It simply made me unsettled on the topic, but nothing that was severe or needed a warning.<br /> |
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=== P.S.A. === |
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I fully consent to being banned, so please do not ask for permission, or a warning. In all honesty, what I did was absolutely disgusting. I really don't deserve to be in this wiki, or call myself an ally at all. That aside, I truly apologize for my past actions. I hope this does not affect anyone else at all. |
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Revision as of 01:15, 21 October 2021
[The original information has been deleted]
Note:
- I want to clarify that I have already been banned for 3 months, due to what I wrote.
- I experience impostor syndrome (although that isn’t an excuse), and I really don’t want to keep the previous post up, because I still feel like I’m faking everything. /neg
- All the information that was written before is outdated, and currently incorrect. /srs
- I was not in a good state of mind, since all of my friends here had been temporarily blocked. I wrote this because I though that I also deserved a block.
- I spoke about outgrowing ADHD, because several people had told me that I had, and I genuinely did not know that you can’t outgrow neurodivergence. /g /lu