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    [[File:immigw.png|link= immigw.png |82.9972x82.9972px|alt=|left]]
    hi! i'm a girlflux (maybe gender fluid? aaa why is this so confusing) lunarian and sometimes lunettian. i use she/her, ae/aer, and nin/nam/nair, and you can call me milky!


    i've left im;; sorry i'm sorry it's just too much n ilysm, okie? i'll be okay. if i could give you all of the love you deserved i would, i would, i would. no matter how broken or unloveable or disgusting you find yourself, i promise you that you deserve to be loved n that you're precious nd. that you did ;; absolutely nothing wrong to deserve to feel like this. okay? you're okay.

    goodbye !! <3333333333333333 *infinite, infiniteinfinite hugs*

    hi! i'm a genderfae (maybe faesari? aaa why is this so confusing) lunarian and sometimes lunettian. i use she/her, ae/aer, it/its, nd nim/nam/nair, and you can call me milky!
    so. um. here!
    so. um. here!


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    * milky(/milkie!)
    * milky(/milkie!)
    * ni (sometimes)
    * ni (sometimes)
    *moontide!
    *spare
    *spare
    * astelian
    * astrian/astelian
    *eventide


    == likes ==
    == likes ==
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    *waiting for someone in the rain
    *waiting for someone in the rain
    *things out-of-place, misplaced, where they shouldn't be but they are and it looks very beautiful.
    *things out-of-place, misplaced, where they shouldn't be but they are and it looks very beautiful.
    *long capey sweaters :DDD *swooSh*
    *studio ghibli !!
    *studio ghibli !!
    *pockets! n putting little things in pockets, like plants or stuffed animals or tiny pet rabbits or moonstone pendants or books or food or a tiny waffle maker :,>>>
    *tiny little books
    *"runaway" by aurora; "ev*ryth*ng i w*nt*d" & "your power" by billie eilish
    *aurora n may other!! favorite artists in general ;A;
    *"a silent voice" !!
    *floomfy things nd nice words !! s o pr Et Ty <33
    *
    *
    *


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    ☁ norman again (yOu mAde tHE liSt tWicE, nOrmAn D:<<)
    ☁ norman again (yOu mAde tHE liSt tWicE, nOrmAn D:<<)

    ☁ also greg


    (more soon!!)
    (more soon!!)
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    == ^picking up the music player someone dropped^ ==
    == ^picking up the music player someone dropped^ ==


    ☁ everything i wanted, billie eilish ☁ remember when, wallows ☁ nocturne no. 2 in e flat, opus 9, chopin ☁ merry-go-round of life, joe hisaishi ☁ talia, king princess ☁ love is a warmth not a fire, esthie ☁ her, shiloh dynasty and vowl ☁ my future, billie eilish ☁ gymnopedie 1, erik satie ☁ the name of life, joe hisaishi ☁ line without a hook, ricky montgomery ☁ up all night, khalid ☁ life goes on, bts ☁ b-tches broken hearts, billie eilish ☁ less i know the better, tame impala ☁ happiness is a butterfly, lana del rey ☁ gimme love, joji ☁ are you lost, park bird ☁ pursuit of happiness, kid cudi ☁ in my life, the beatles ☁ how to never stop being sad, dandelion hands ☁ put your head on my shoulder, paul anka ☁ mr loverman, ricky montgomery ☁ with a smile, eraserheads ☁ a cat is a cat, slide20xx ☁ imagine, shiloh dynasty & vowl ☁ invisible, dandelion hands ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁
    ☁ everything i wanted, billie eilish ☁ runaway, AURORA ☁ your power, billie eilish ☁ remember when, wallows ☁ nocturne no. 2 in e flat, opus 9, chopin ☁ merry-go-round of life, joe hisaishi ☁ talia, king princess ☁ love is a warmth not a fire, esthie ☁ her, shiloh dynasty and vowl ☁ my future, billie eilish ☁ gymnopedie 1, erik satie ☁ the name of life, joe hisaishi ☁ line without a hook, ricky montgomery ☁ up all night, khalid ☁ life goes on, bts ☁ b-tches broken hearts, billie eilish ☁ less i know the better, tame impala ☁ happiness is a butterfly, lana del rey ☁ gimme love, joji ☁ are you lost, park bird ☁ pursuit of happiness, kid cudi ☁ in my life, the beatles ☁ how to never stop being sad, dandelion hands ☁ put your head on my shoulder, paul anka ☁ mr loverman, ricky montgomery ☁ with a smile, eraserheads ☁ a cat is a cat, slide20xx ☁ imagine, shiloh dynasty & vowl ☁ invisible, dandelion hands ☁ i ain't perfect, iv of spades ☁ captivated, iv of spades ☁ earfquake, tyler the creator ☁ put your records on, corinne bailey rae & ritt momney ☁ ☁ awakening, jinsang ☁ gone, gone/thank you , tyler the creator ☁ your power, billie eilish ☁ almost (sweet music), hosier ☁ cherry, rina ☁ villain, stella jang ☁ praying, kesha ☁ transparent soul, willow ☁ outta my mind, monsune ☁ xs, rina ☁ exist for love, AURORA ☁ best part, H.E.R. ☁ damn right, audrey nuna ☁ evening wind, joe hisaishi ☁ i will wait for you to come home, kupla ☁ you n' i, rainlord ☁ lovely, billie eilish ☁ stfu, rina (good for reading infuriating things or interacting with bigoted people!!) ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁

    <sub> more soon ☁ </sub>
    <sub> more soon ☁ </sub>


    == books & authors ==
    == books & authors ==
    ☁ ocean vuong, "a letter to my mother that she will never read" ☁ tove jansson, "moominvalley in november" ☁ sherman alexie, "the completely true diary of a part-time indian" ☁ se hinton, "the outsiders" ☁ ernest hemingway, "the old man and the sea" ☁ tove jansson, "moominland midwinter" ☁
    ☁ ocean vuong, "a letter to my mother that she will never read" ☁ tove jansson, "moominvalley in november" ☁ sherman alexie, "the completely true diary of a part-time indian" ☁ se hinton, "the outsiders" ☁ ernest hemingway, "the old man and the sea" ☁ tove jansson, "moominland midwinter" ☁ haruki murakami, "the elephant vanishes" ☁
    (etc. more added later!)
    (etc. more added later!)


    == movies/films/games/cinema/thingys that i like!! ==
    == things to do & hobbies ==
    ☁ grave of the fireflies. (ghibli). it's my favorite movie, n when i first watched it i sobbed for hours afterword hysterically n didn't stop crying over it for three weeks. i'm never ever ''ever'' watching it again, but it's just an amazing n impossibly, indescribably sad film. and it's really important. please please watch it, if you aren't triggered by <sub>[w*r, st*rvation, *rph*ns, b*mbs, th**very, p*lice, v*ol*nce, *nger, d*ath, gr*ef, crying, p*in, *llness, t*xic relatives, f*mily, fr*gs and other animals, phys*cal wounds, b*rns, f*re, h*melessness, t*nks, w*rships, s*ffering, s*dness, bl*me, g*ilt, h*pelessness, m*ssed-up society, systemic ab*se, unw*ntedness, p*rents dy*ng, the sides of roads, or any similar triggers]</sub>
    xxx

    ☁ missed messages, angela he. <3

    ☁


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    (webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 = ((1.0 - (webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 * webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29)) * 70.0));
    highp float webgl_4e3905ed217f23a = mix(0.30000001, 1.2, webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635);
    (webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9 *= webgl_4e3905ed217f23a);
    (webgl_5a6f61a56e1cb3c2 = (4.0 + (smoothstep(0.5, 1.0, webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635) * 3.0)));
    (webgl_cd73b02c8d45119b = (6.0 + (smoothstep(0.5, 1.0, webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635) * 1.5)));
    highp vec2 webgl_54d0c6f12d094767 = (webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9 - vec2(0.0, -0.1));
    (webgl_54d0c6f12d094767.x *= 0.5);
    highp float webgl_3c7b7f37a9bd4c1d = smoothstep(110.0, 70.0, webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb);
    (webgl_54d0c6f12d094767.y -= ((sqrt(abs(webgl_54d0c6f12d094767.x)) * 0.5) * webgl_3c7b7f37a9bd4c1d));
    (webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e = length(webgl_54d0c6f12d094767));
    (webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e = (smoothstep((0.40000001 * webgl_3c7b7f37a9bd4c1d), (0.2 * webgl_3c7b7f37a9bd4c1d), webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e) * webgl_3c7b7f37a9bd4c1d));
    (webgl_51c764e201307dac = webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e);
    (webgl_cd73b02c8d45119b -= webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e);
    (webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9 *= 1.5);
    (webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 *= 0.25);
    (webgl_6ff9dfcafbc3d6ba = (((webgl_6ff9dfcafbc3d6ba - 0.5) * (0.89999998 + (webgl_4e3905ed217f23a * 0.1))) + 0.5));
    highp float webgl_64f1796a289d9d6e = (smoothstep(-0.5, 1.0, webgl_51c764e201307dac) * 2.0);
    highp float webgl_a41f7a57025f9c1d = smoothstep(0.25, 0.75, webgl_51c764e201307dac);
    highp float webgl_9823c79be2c26ca3 = smoothstep(0.0, 0.5, webgl_51c764e201307dac);
    highp vec2 webgl_95a61de88fbe7420 = webgl_c5458d4321f4e5f6(webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9, webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29, webgl_64f1796a289d9d6e, webgl_a41f7a57025f9c1d, webgl_9823c79be2c26ca3);
    highp vec2 webgl_4d6affc453758824 = vec2(0.001, 0.0);
    highp float webgl_9628bc779b872e04 = webgl_c5458d4321f4e5f6((webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9 + webgl_4d6affc453758824), webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29, webgl_64f1796a289d9d6e, webgl_a41f7a57025f9c1d, webgl_9823c79be2c26ca3).x;
    highp float webgl_d33cd660431fc084 = webgl_c5458d4321f4e5f6((webgl_758cdc8b0df6c2a9 + webgl_4d6affc453758824.yx), webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29, webgl_64f1796a289d9d6e, webgl_a41f7a57025f9c1d, webgl_9823c79be2c26ca3).x;
    highp vec2 webgl_dad496b00e4a459a = vec2((webgl_9628bc779b872e04 - webgl_95a61de88fbe7420.x), (webgl_d33cd660431fc084 - webgl_95a61de88fbe7420.x));
    (webgl_dad496b00e4a459a *= (1.0 - smoothstep(60.0, 85.0, webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb)));
    (webgl_95a61de88fbe7420.y *= (1.0 - (smoothstep(80.0, 100.0, webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb) * 0.80000001)));
    highp float webgl_b0c14c1f3a4b4cd7 = mix((webgl_cd73b02c8d45119b - webgl_95a61de88fbe7420.y), webgl_5a6f61a56e1cb3c2, smoothstep(0.1, 0.2, webgl_95a61de88fbe7420.x));
    highp vec3 webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 = textureLod(webgl_36c9542035e21584, (webgl_6ff9dfcafbc3d6ba + webgl_dad496b00e4a459a), webgl_b0c14c1f3a4b4cd7).xyz;
    (webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 = ((webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb + 3.0) * 0.5));
    highp float webgl_802f076ad51b129e = (((sin((webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 * 0.2)) * 0.5) + 0.5) + webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635);
    (webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 *= mix(vec3(1.0, 1.0, 1.0), vec3(0.80000001, 0.89999998, 1.3), webgl_802f076ad51b129e));
    highp float webgl_1053c5c5b01c3950 = smoothstep(0.0, 10.0, webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb);
    highp float webgl_9f39d6c04490b98c = sin((webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 * sin((webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 * 10.0))));
    (webgl_9f39d6c04490b98c *= pow(max(0.0, sin((webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29 + sin(webgl_7cac0bd1a28a3c29)))), 10.0));
    (webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 *= (1.0 + ((webgl_9f39d6c04490b98c * webgl_1053c5c5b01c3950) * mix(1.0, 0.1, (webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635 * webgl_7cc3fdfdf18ae635)))));
    (webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 *= (1.0 - dot((webgl_6ff9dfcafbc3d6ba -= 0.5), webgl_6ff9dfcafbc3d6ba)));
    (webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 = mix(pow(webgl_9ad720003c909ae4, vec3(1.2, 1.2, 1.2)), webgl_9ad720003c909ae4, webgl_6d0a7da69913a70e));
    (webgl_1053c5c5b01c3950 *= smoothstep(102.0, 97.0, webgl_4d4fd977128f9beb));
    (webgl_9ad720003c909ae4 *= webgl_1053c5c5b01c3950);
    (webgl_b79fa51523a10f88 = vec4(webgl_9ad720003c909ae4, 1.0));
    }</code>
    <br />
    == genders ==
    == genders ==


    *genderfae
    *genderfae
    *girlflux
    *girlflux
    *girlfluxfluid/genderfluid (both?) (help please :,0)
    *genderfluid
    *multiflux!! (:000 such wOw tErm >:C)
    *multiflux!! (:000 such wOw tErm >:C)
    *i'm a moonstone collector!! :DD
    *i'm a moonstone collector!! :DD
    *enby
    *enby
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    *lunettian
    *lunettian
    *juxera
    *juxera
    *faesari
    *faesariflux
    *fenby
    *fenby
    *girlby
    *girlby
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    *softie-rainic (D: hHHh i love this too much *cryngiNg*)
    *softie-rainic (D: hHHh i love this too much *cryngiNg*)
    *milkian
    *milkian
    *genderfvck
    *cloudgender


    <br />
    <br />


    == orientation ♡ (hhHHH such a pretty heart!! i stole it from somewhere online :D) ==
    == orientation ♡ (hhHHH such a pretty heart!! i stole it from somewhere online :D) ==
    ♡ omni-quoiromantic /omni-platoniromantic (*cOnFusiOn* ;w;)
    ♡ homoflexible-platoniromantic (*cOnFusiOn* ;w;) jsdhsjdhgsiosdfbhuewuiodsiuo ''halp pigeons hath thefed my brAin ;W; *soft branless sOobs*''

    ♡[[philoromantic]] [[Brownitian|browntian]]/[[lesbian]]/[[sapphic]]? :0 n physically, a [[varioriented]] bambi-ish lesbian!! ♡


    i'm also alloromantic!! & *ahem* ♡w Ha M en♡ n ♡enbies♡
    i'm also alloromantic!! & *ahem* ♡w Ha M en♡ n ♡enbies♡
    n ♡sometimes man-people♡
    & i'm omniplatonic.
    & i'm omniqp ♡

    == terms coined ;U; *p r i dE* ==
    [[soffgender]]

    [[Moonstone Collector|moonstone collector]] (<33)

    [[Sunstone Collector|sunstone collector]]

    [[Starrystone Collector|starrystone collector]]

    [[mist-soupian]] (<3333)

    [[neptuniflux]]

    [[saturniflux]]

    [[uraniflux]]

    [[springsgender]]

    [[flousoi]]

    [[Flouxsoi|flouxoi]]

    [[flouesoi]]

    [[sleepyleite]] (<33)

    [[milkian]]

    [[softie-rainic]] (<3333)

    also i make flaGS!! ahAHEFIGUWCYUTDWisouakhnv fyDFGOULJBHVGJcfxydufyiguhli *i have so much pixelart saved n i'm r e ady* *squoomfles in happ aesthetic C:*


    == aesthetics ==
    == aesthetics ==
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    * could probably cut down a mackerel with a tree. a small tree, though :>
    * could probably cut down a mackerel with a tree. a small tree, though :>
    * biracial, chaotic good, infp, likes the idea of anarchism but doesn't trust human nature enough to believe in it
    * biracial (se asian-white), chaotic good, infp, likes the idea of anarchism but doesn't trust human nature enough to believe in it
    * needs help just in general
    * needs help just in general
    * really wants to be a nomad
    * really wants to be a nomad
    * makes feeble life choices :D
    * makes feeble life choices :D
    * will start an indie band composed of three quails and myself, named "my eyebrow. those unraveling mint dragons,"
    * will start an indie band composed of three quails and myself, named "my eyebrow. those unraveling mint dragons,"
    *has joined the pangolins!! >:>>>>
    * b r i n g m e t h e r i c e
    * b r i n g m e t h e r i c e
    *i know morse :C
    * infp;; numerology sign 2;; pisces rising;;
    * i'm questioning whether or not i'm in a median system with a thingie/person who may also be myself?? called nyx. ; ^ ; *sOBs*
    *i'm also!! poc and live in america, if you're confused! ;W;
    *"squoomfling" is technically hallouween themed, because no one here knows what it means :D n anWAy since 'tis unknown;; it's scary, because "the scariest thing to the mind is the unknown". sO aM THE MONARCH OF HALLOWE'EN >:CCCCC ''*hiswbIFEUdhWOIEFIudw happ ;n;*''


    == triggers n squicks D: (& other things) ==
    <br />
    [triggers] *** <sub>(in order of intensity)</sub>

    -l*ly of the v*ll*y

    -kn*ves with green h*ndles

    -being forced medication

    - sugarcrash! by elyotto

    - when a lot of people are feeling a lot of negative things at once in one place

    - very angry people/intense-ish anger

    - intrusive thoughts

    - the phrase "i understand- completely." specifically that!! i like being understood, n people telling me "i understand" ;w; but that specific phrase is just veryveryevery nu no adfdsfgdhsgshahngshsdhdsajhej

    - the book lol*ta (i)

    - s*lf h*rm, but very very mildly

    -s*x*al things (hhhHHh im not proud of myself anymore!! it got worse ;U;)




    [squicks]:

    - triggers like p*ed*phili* & r*p*

    - anything to do with m* (y) b*d* (o, y)

    - c*nnibalism

    - typing the word "i"; but also only mildly nd is vERy unavoidable



    - also!! i regress, nd i try not to do it on here; but if i ever do - pronouns = nim/nam/naer & she/her, and names = buttery, ricecake, n milkie.<br />


    == .. .. ==
    == .. .. ==
    <sub><code>^half of the time we're gone but we don't know when and we don't know where^</code></sub>
    <sub><code>^half of the time we're gone but we don't know when and we don't know where^</code></sub>


    <sub><code>^dancin on the edge of the infinity ˖⁺ ☁⋆ feels like a dream ˖⁺ ☁⋆ only a dream.^</code></sub>

    <code><sub>^i wanna hold you, and kiss your scars^</sub></code>


    == spirit animal ==
    == spirit animal ==
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    == irl friends ==
    == irl friends ==


    * jerry the r̶a̶b̶b̶i̶t̶ rose
    * jerry the r̶a̶b̶b̶i̶t̶ rose
    * planty the potted plant
    * planty the potted plant
    * my thumb with a face drawn onto it
    * my thumb with a face drawn onto it
    *my other fingers with faces drawn on them
    *my other fingers with faces drawn on them :DD
    *email = aerimousse@gmail.com (n there's more;; i hAve sO mAnY gMaiLs hhhhhHHh *tear*)
    *(note: im really sorry;; all of my gmails are out-of-use-now because they're blocked on my sch**l chromebook n my computer has been taken ;A; you can still mw me, though!! ''sdrFTUGYIHU i keep forgetting mws exists *more cry* il you impossibly kind n happy-feelings beings so much <333)''
    *(note 2! if you want to contact me, try melk.stel@gmail.com! ''mUhehEHehehHEhehee new mystery email >:>>''<nowiki> (but note-inside-of-note [note-ception? :00] i also might not be on there so much because something happened on my school gmail with a classmate n long story short sort of a little bit vague trigger for i mMe n S e (undiagnosed!) so ci al a n xi e Ty s Y m P to M s </nowiki>''hHHhhh-'') )



    == commonly asked questions: ==
    <code>q: ^what's wrong with you?^</code>

    a: nothing !! (or maybe undiagnosed social anxiety n clinical/major depressive disorder. but undiagnosed!! ''undiagnosed'' )

    q: ^where are you?^

    a: on the moon, hopefully. probably not, though. so!! im usually in spixity's attic, in a little house with a river n ricecakes n a cat, some nice ocean traintracks or a rainy pavillion, on my mw if you need anything ''ever'', or wandering around doing nomad things, throwing waffles, n being a nomad in general. in short, everywHere. and nowhere!! all at the same time. (but sadly i live in america near a city ;w;)

    q: ^what do you want for dinner?^

    a: ^hhHhhHhhh im fine with anything *sweats* ;A;^
    <br />
    <br />
    == important links ==
    https://pronouny.xyz/u/%5Emilkie%5E


    note to memoryless future self: put cj bo burnham video *here* ;; steal braincell for memory retention :D
    == sign here ! ==
    == nemesisesises ==

    * nOrmaN >>:,CCCCCCCC
    * the eleven-eleven wish people who don't have chocolate ;A;
    * qu**rphobes
    * dave the ghost
    * norman again *cri*
    *the stupid number angels who keep planting their numbers everywhere >:C *shakes fist* (''not the nice angels like the one thingie shaped like a wheel with eyes, [;u;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;,,,,,,] or my fren em)''

    <br />
    == allies/frAnds (sign :D) ==

    * pangolins!
    * poets
    * small raindrops
    * more soon? am forgetting D:
    * society of lowercase typers
    * "eDnA i'M loSt D,: "
    * world-take-overy people
    * vampires!! :DDD (with albany)
    * society of people who have no sleep schedules ;c;
    *.sign?
    *reign
    *reign but spicy
    *reign again
    *have i mentioned that reign loves milky vv much and is always there for her?
    *tj has joine the pangolin army, we march at dawn
    *g o a t s

    <br />

    == sign here too ! ==


    table i took from lyric, and bird i stole from lucky's neighborhood !! :
    table i took from lyric, and bird i stole from lucky's neighborhood !! :
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    heyyy it's ari here! just popping round to confirm that this person is incredible and therefore must be treated with immense respect and consideration - they're a quality five star being that doesn't deserve to put up with any bu*****t. So don't give it to them, please
    heyyy it's ari here! just popping round to confirm that this person is incredible and therefore must be treated with immense respect and consideration - they're a quality five star being that doesn't deserve to put up with any bu*****t. So don't give it to them, please


    <nowiki>*</nowiki>cry* oHmYpiGeoNs thank you <3333 that's incredibly amazingly sploondiferous of you to say -milkie



    i am eating bread right now. just thought you should know. - aVerY (aka thatkokichisimp)
    i am eating bread right now. just thought you should know. - aVerY (aka thatkokichisimp)


    <nowiki>*</nowiki>gAsp* t hi s is vEry important information n i'm jealous now <33 /nm /pos -milky :>
    <br />



    ''-milkie, non-professional abysm lingerer, lost items here, title switcher, tea-bringing moon dragon n hopeful waffle nomad :D''

    Hello!!! I hope we can be friends! I see you around everywhere ♡♡♡ you seem sooo cute!-Keels(ps my name is ConfuzzledBean!

    hello !! just came here to say you are v cool

    hewuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <33 - reign

    Crazy Frog is annoying but his music isn't that bad though. hello idk what im talkin about but ur cool -That dog with headphones

    == ~sign here if you don't want me to interact with you;; ==

    Latest revision as of 00:55, 4 January 2022

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    i've left im;; sorry i'm sorry it's just too much n ilysm, okie? i'll be okay. if i could give you all of the love you deserved i would, i would, i would. no matter how broken or unloveable or disgusting you find yourself, i promise you that you deserve to be loved n that you're precious nd. that you did ;; absolutely nothing wrong to deserve to feel like this. okay? you're okay.

    goodbye !! <3333333333333333 *infinite, infiniteinfinite hugs*

    hi! i'm a genderfae (maybe faesari? aaa why is this so confusing) lunarian and sometimes lunettian. i use she/her, ae/aer, it/its, nd nim/nam/nair, and you can call me milky! so. um. here!

    names

    • milky(/milkie!)
    • ni (sometimes)
    • spare
    • astrian/astelian
    • eventide

    likes

    • people <3
    • my friends!!
    • my squooshes n my fluffs ♡
    • glottal stops
    • the smell of books and baking bread
    • rain
    • music
    • pianos
    • strawberry tea with evaporated milk stirred into it
    • warm milk foam and soft lights
    • fluffy blankets
    • oversized sweaters
    • floofy rabbits :o
    • throwing waffles
    • hiding in corners
    • running away
    • the smell of creamy coffee
    • poems that nobody knows
    • poems that everybody knows
    • things that sound and feel like poems
    • cold drizzles and warm thunderstorms
    • waiting for someone in the rain
    • things out-of-place, misplaced, where they shouldn't be but they are and it looks very beautiful.
    • long capey sweaters :DDD *swooSh*
    • studio ghibli !!
    • pockets! n putting little things in pockets, like plants or stuffed animals or tiny pet rabbits or moonstone pendants or books or food or a tiny waffle maker :,>>>
    • tiny little books
    • "runaway" by aurora; "ev*ryth*ng i w*nt*d" & "your power" by billie eilish
    • aurora n may other!! favorite artists in general ;A;
    • "a silent voice" !!
    • floomfy things nd nice words !! s o pr Et Ty <33

    dislikes (tw// v**l*nce, s*/f h*rm, negative emotions)

    ☁ also people

    ☁ myselfffffffffff -

    ☁ being forced to speak

    ☁ when i can't do anything to help/being useless

    ☁ intrusive thoughts

    ☁ norman (bOoO yOu, nOrman >:0)

    ☁ mean people :<

    ☁ when people hurt eachother or hurt themselves

    ☁ violence

    ☁ guilt

    ☁ sadness/melancholy

    ☁ norman again (yOu mAde tHE liSt tWicE, nOrmAn D:<<)

    ☁ also greg

    (more soon!!)

    ^picking up the music player someone dropped^

    ☁ everything i wanted, billie eilish ☁ runaway, AURORA ☁ your power, billie eilish ☁ remember when, wallows ☁ nocturne no. 2 in e flat, opus 9, chopin ☁ merry-go-round of life, joe hisaishi ☁ talia, king princess ☁ love is a warmth not a fire, esthie ☁ her, shiloh dynasty and vowl ☁ my future, billie eilish ☁ gymnopedie 1, erik satie ☁ the name of life, joe hisaishi ☁ line without a hook, ricky montgomery ☁ up all night, khalid ☁ life goes on, bts ☁ b-tches broken hearts, billie eilish ☁ less i know the better, tame impala ☁ happiness is a butterfly, lana del rey ☁ gimme love, joji ☁ are you lost, park bird ☁ pursuit of happiness, kid cudi ☁ in my life, the beatles ☁ how to never stop being sad, dandelion hands ☁ put your head on my shoulder, paul anka ☁ mr loverman, ricky montgomery ☁ with a smile, eraserheads ☁ a cat is a cat, slide20xx ☁ imagine, shiloh dynasty & vowl ☁ invisible, dandelion hands ☁ i ain't perfect, iv of spades ☁ captivated, iv of spades ☁ earfquake, tyler the creator ☁ put your records on, corinne bailey rae & ritt momney ☁  ☁ awakening, jinsang ☁ gone, gone/thank you , tyler the creator ☁ your power, billie eilish ☁ almost (sweet music), hosier ☁ cherry, rina ☁ villain, stella jang ☁ praying, kesha ☁ transparent soul, willow ☁ outta my mind, monsune ☁ xs, rina ☁ exist for love, AURORA ☁ best part, H.E.R. ☁ damn right, audrey nuna ☁ evening wind, joe hisaishi ☁ i will wait for you to come home, kupla ☁ you n' i, rainlord ☁ lovely, billie eilish ☁ stfu, rina (good for reading infuriating things or interacting with bigoted people!!) ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁  ☁

    more soon ☁

    books & authors

    ☁ ocean vuong, "a letter to my mother that she will never read" ☁ tove jansson, "moominvalley in november" ☁ sherman alexie, "the completely true diary of a part-time indian" ☁ se hinton, "the outsiders" ☁ ernest hemingway, "the old man and the sea" ☁ tove jansson, "moominland midwinter" ☁ haruki murakami, "the elephant vanishes" ☁ 

    (etc. more added later!)

    movies/films/games/cinema/thingys that i like!!

    ☁ grave of the fireflies. (ghibli). it's my favorite movie, n when i first watched it i sobbed for hours afterword hysterically n didn't stop crying over it for three weeks. i'm never ever ever watching it again, but it's just an amazing n impossibly, indescribably sad film. and it's really important. please please watch it, if you aren't triggered by [w*r, st*rvation, *rph*ns, b*mbs, th**very, p*lice, v*ol*nce, *nger, d*ath, gr*ef, crying, p*in, *llness, t*xic relatives, f*mily, fr*gs and other animals, phys*cal wounds, b*rns, f*re, h*melessness, t*nks, w*rships, s*ffering, s*dness, bl*me, g*ilt, h*pelessness, m*ssed-up society, systemic ab*se, unw*ntedness, p*rents dy*ng, the sides of roads, or any similar triggers]

    ☁ missed messages, angela he. <3

    ☁

    genders

    • genderfae
    • girlflux
    • genderfluid
    • multiflux!! (:000 such wOw tErm >:C)
    • i'm a moonstone collector!! :DD
    • enby
    • lunarian
    • lunettian
    • juxera
    • faesari
    • faesariflux
    • fenby
    • girlby
    • neutrois
    • novarian
    • maverique
    • fingender
    • agender (sometimes, n usually only partially)
    • female
    • aporagender
    • stellarian (usually not fully!! demi-stellarian?)
    • erisian
    • creamic
    • kenochoric
    • soffgender (sdfghjkgheywujhrfg i made this mysElf *is proud ;w;*)
    • sleepyleite
    • soft-stormgender
    • blanketgender
    • softie-rainic (D: hHHh i love this too much *cryngiNg*)
    • milkian
    • genderfvck
    • cloudgender


    orientation ♡ (hhHHH such a pretty heart!! i stole it from somewhere online :D)

    ♡ homoflexible-platoniromantic (*cOnFusiOn* ;w;) jsdhsjdhgsiosdfbhuewuiodsiuo halp pigeons hath thefed my brAin ;W; *soft branless sOobs*

    ♡philoromantic browntian/lesbian/sapphic? :0 n physically, a varioriented bambi-ish lesbian!! ♡ 

    i'm also alloromantic!! & *ahem*  ♡w Ha M en♡ n ♡enbies♡

& i'm omniqp ♡

    terms coined ;U; *p r i dE*

    soffgender

    moonstone collector (<33)

    sunstone collector

    starrystone collector

    mist-soupian (<3333)

    neptuniflux

    saturniflux

    uraniflux

    springsgender

    flousoi

    flouxoi

    flouesoi

    sleepyleite (<33)

    milkian

    softie-rainic (<3333)

    also i make flaGS!! ahAHEFIGUWCYUTDWisouakhnv fyDFGOULJBHVGJcfxydufyiguhli *i have so much pixelart saved n i'm r e ady* *squoomfles in happ aesthetic C:*

    aesthetics

    • after hours
    • light academia
    • pastel aesthetic
    • milky aesthetic
    • softie aesthetic
    • mist/fog
    • dreamy
    • moon aesthetic
    • bunnycore
    • a bit of cottagecore, &
    • some dark academia


    fun facts

    • could probably cut down a mackerel with a tree. a small tree, though :>
    • biracial (se asian-white), chaotic good, infp, likes the idea of anarchism but doesn't trust human nature enough to believe in it
    • needs help just in general
    • really wants to be a nomad
    • makes feeble life choices :D
    • will start an indie band composed of three quails and myself, named "my eyebrow. those unraveling mint dragons,"
    • has joined the pangolins!! >:>>>>
    • b r i n g m e t h e r i c e
    • i know morse :C
    • infp;; numerology sign 2;; pisces rising;;
    • i'm questioning whether or not i'm in a median system with a thingie/person who may also be myself?? called nyx. ; ^ ; *sOBs*
    • i'm also!! poc and live in america, if you're confused! ;W;
    • "squoomfling" is technically hallouween themed, because no one here knows what it means :D n anWAy since 'tis unknown;; it's scary, because "the scariest thing to the mind is the unknown". sO aM THE MONARCH OF HALLOWE'EN >:CCCCC *hiswbIFEUdhWOIEFIudw happ ;n;*

    triggers n squicks D: (& other things)

    [triggers] *** (in order of intensity)

    -l*ly of the v*ll*y

    -kn*ves with green h*ndles

    -being forced medication

    - sugarcrash! by elyotto

    - when a lot of people are feeling a lot of negative things at once in one place

    - very angry people/intense-ish anger

    - intrusive thoughts

    - the phrase "i understand- completely." specifically that!! i like being understood, n people telling me "i understand" ;w; but that specific phrase is just veryveryevery nu no adfdsfgdhsgshahngshsdhdsajhej

    - the book lol*ta (i)

    - s*lf h*rm, but very very mildly

    -s*x*al things (hhhHHh im not proud of myself anymore!! it got worse ;U;)



    [squicks]:

    - triggers like p*ed*phili* & r*p*

    - anything to do with m* (y) b*d* (o, y)

    - c*nnibalism

    - typing the word "i"; but also only mildly nd is vERy unavoidable


    - also!! i regress, nd i try not to do it on here; but if i ever do - pronouns = nim/nam/naer & she/her, and names = buttery, ricecake, n milkie.

    .. ..

    ^half of the time we're gone but we don't know when and we don't know where^

    ^dancin on the edge of the infinity ˖⁺ ☁⋆ feels like a dream ˖⁺ ☁⋆ only a dream.^

    ^i wanna hold you, and kiss your scars^

    spirit animal

    a small slice of bread. maybe even a concert pianist!

    irl friends

    • jerry the r̶a̶b̶b̶i̶t̶ rose
    • planty the potted plant
    • my thumb with a face drawn onto it
    • my other fingers with faces drawn on them :DD
    • email = aerimousse@gmail.com (n there's more;; i hAve sO mAnY gMaiLs hhhhhHHh *tear*)
    • (note: im really sorry;; all of my gmails are out-of-use-now because they're blocked on my sch**l chromebook n my computer has been taken ;A; you can still mw me, though!! sdrFTUGYIHU i keep forgetting mws exists *more cry* il you impossibly kind n happy-feelings beings so much <333)
    • (note 2! if you want to contact me, try melk.stel@gmail.com! mUhehEHehehHEhehee new mystery email >:>> (but note-inside-of-note [note-ception? :00] i also might not be on there so much because something happened on my school gmail with a classmate n long story short sort of a little bit vague trigger for i mMe n S e (undiagnosed!) so ci al a n xi e Ty s Y m P to M s hHHhhh-) )


    commonly asked questions:

    q: ^what's wrong with you?^

    a: nothing !! (or maybe undiagnosed social anxiety n clinical/major depressive disorder. but undiagnosed!! undiagnosed )

    q: ^where are you?^

    a: on the moon, hopefully. probably not, though. so!! im usually in spixity's attic, in a little house with a river n ricecakes n a cat, some nice ocean traintracks or a rainy pavillion, on my mw if you need anything ever, or wandering around doing nomad things, throwing waffles, n being a nomad in general. in short, everywHere. and nowhere!! all at the same time. (but sadly i live in america near a city ;w;)

    q: ^what do you want for dinner?^

    a: ^hhHhhHhhh im fine with anything *sweats* ;A;^

    important links

    https://pronouny.xyz/u/%5Emilkie%5E

    note to memoryless future self: put cj bo burnham video *here* ;; steal braincell for memory retention :D

    nemesisesises

    • nOrmaN >>:,CCCCCCCC
    • the eleven-eleven wish people who don't have chocolate ;A;
    • qu**rphobes
    • dave the ghost
    • norman again *cri*
    • the stupid number angels who keep planting their numbers everywhere >:C *shakes fist* (not the nice angels like the one thingie shaped like a wheel with eyes, [;u;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;,,,,,,] or my fren em)


    allies/frAnds (sign :D)

    • pangolins!
    • poets
    • small raindrops
    • more soon? am forgetting D:
    • society of lowercase typers
    • "eDnA i'M loSt D,: "
    • world-take-overy people
    • vampires!! :DDD (with albany)
    • society of people who have no sleep schedules ;c;
    • .sign?
    • reign
    • reign but spicy
    • reign again
    • have i mentioned that reign loves milky vv much and is always there for her?
    • tj has joine the pangolin army, we march at dawn
    • g o a t s


    sign here too !

    table i took from lyric, and bird i stole from lucky's neighborhood !! :

    ┬──┬ (hhHh much high quality table-)

    (･Θ･) <-- birby: i call stel "leopold" and he likes to sit next to the table, like this: (･Θ･)┬──┬

    (*gAsp* 2 tables?? 2 leopolds?? oHgOSH i hAVE a mAgic tElepOrtiNg birD & tAble ;v;,)

    heyyy it's ari here! just popping round to confirm that this person is incredible and therefore must be treated with immense respect and consideration - they're a quality five star being that doesn't deserve to put up with any bu*****t. So don't give it to them, please

    *cry* oHmYpiGeoNs thank you <3333 that's incredibly amazingly sploondiferous of you to say -milkie

    i am eating bread right now. just thought you should know. - aVerY (aka thatkokichisimp)

    *gAsp* t hi s is vEry important information n i'm jealous now <33 /nm /pos -milky :>


    -milkie, non-professional abysm lingerer, lost items here, title switcher, tea-bringing moon dragon n hopeful waffle nomad :D

    Hello!!! I hope we can be friends! I see you around everywhere ♡♡♡ you seem sooo cute!-Keels(ps my name is ConfuzzledBean!

    hello !! just came here to say you are v cool

    hewuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <33 - reign

    Crazy Frog is annoying but his music isn't that bad though. hello idk what im talkin about but ur cool -That dog with headphones

    ~sign here if you don't want me to interact with you;;

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