User:Hazyastralight

"Call me Haze or Aster"

• INTP-A | 4w5 & 9w1
• Profile picture made from https://picrew.me/image_maker/461427
• A person in their early-to-mid 20s, somewhere in South East Asia.
• Suffered from non-24 hours sleep-wake disorder, and still randomly living in other timezone.
• More "toned" bio and ventspace: https://hazyastralight.tumblr.com/

[Note]

• Asocial, extreme loner
• Closet, inclusive neutralist; an observant, distancing from the discourse
• Have an unreliable memory regarding people and desensitized to controversial topics; please do warn me to check your bio if you have preferred pronoun(s) and/or triggers in case it seems I didn't do so before engaging in the conversation, I might act dum-dum sometimes ;;;;
• Any pronouns; I wanna see how other people addresses me as I'm too genderblind to address myself
• By "genderblind" I mean, that my own sense of preference is lost and more focus on each person's characteristic than gender, but I still include a concept or belief about gender regarding each individual as a part of their own identity, and I do like and interest in all genders. Usually I use "genderblind" to mock myself for being unable to distinguish masculine, feminine or androgynous feature as it all has been long blended together in my perception. I do not mean to disregard gender preference!

[Main labels]

• Stellarian/Non-binary (Pandrogyne)​
• Pan-Oriented Aroace

[More labels]

• Autogender; "This loneliness belongs to me and I will take everything to make sure it'll always be mine. I don't need the rest of mankind."
• Pandrogyne; for internal self, even being so prideful, still feels awkward to use the label openly
  • "I'm trapped in this body. I need to find the other half of me ― the parts that I'm missing ― and go beyond this mortal limit."
  • "The mind desires a form, the body desires of unbound."
• A-spec: Autorose (Autosexual/Autoromantic), Aego―Fictonsexual/romantic
• Demi-leaning Pan-oriented for all kind of Tertiary attractions, mostly neutral otherwise platonic-leaning or aesthetic/sensual

[in deep]

• Early-to-mid 20 years old
• Asperger syndrome, Dysthymia, non-24 hours sleep―wake disorder; still under medication
• Right-leg semi disabled; can do nothing but walk slowly and having major movement difficulty on surface height difference
• Prefers neutral-leaning masculine/feminine figures, views any figures, be it fictional or reality, as "neutral" by default; hence a reason I tend to use they/them regardless (or that my goldenfish brain or my instinct makes me resort to use that)
• Beliefs that everyone is naturally Pandrogyne, be it more akin to other or internal self, hence being non-binary as the original concept of Pandrogyne is rather related with philosophy than genders, no offense, just being broody.... psychology and philosophy, yeah, y'all can't escape that-
• Non-English speaking native and wordy as hell, I'm so sorry for everyone who read my message O<-<
• Trilingual; Thai, English, Japanese
• Previously used labels: (neutral-)Androgyne, Neutrois, Pansexual
• I do not see myself as Neurogender or Xenogender, but I do appreciate them
• Essential lurker on any other platforms
• This is my alternative handle; my main handle is including arts with possible gore and violence, do not seek and mention about my main handle on the places I'm using the alternative