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Catitude

Xenogender and genders are all on this page! I have to many to list here! https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude also please read my carrd! here is a link! https://owosoft.carrd.co/

multiple code

DID system info! <3

I used to be a DID system after a lot of sadness a TW forced most of my head mates into dormancy and my last head mate anna and I recently integrated I don't like to talk about anna/ my DID system as it can trigger me please do not bring it up it is my biggest trigger

neurodivergencies

<poem>-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type -rejection sensitive dysphoria -anorexia/bulimia -anxiety disorder -body dysphoria -gender dysphoria </poem>

triggers

<poem> -s0c1de -forcing headmates into Dormancy/integration -eating disorders -being rejected -being forgoton -being stared at -being talked about with out my knowledge -pet names with out my consent -r4p3 -date r4p3 drugs -drugs -being told i am "too sensitive" or "not good enough" </poem>

things I experience/have

<poem> -I experience derealization -I have insomnia -I get self-harm impulses -I get s**cidal thoughts -I get panic attacks -I get anxiety attacks -I get easily get overstimulated -I have traumatic memories -I suffer from traumatic flashbacks </poem>

please dont interact with us if...

<poem> -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed -you’re a transmed -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folkel -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin -you’re anti-alterhuman </poem>

DNI list (do not interact)

<poem>

please put your username here if you dont want me to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable) and please (if conformable) List why (if applicable)

</poem>

friend list

<poem>

MoocowTehcat/Moocowogm

put your username here if you consider us friends :)

</poem>

QNA thing i guess

<poem>

if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :)

</poem>

signatures I guess lol

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-<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">Xenogender and genders are all on this page! I have to many to list here! https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude </span></center>
+<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">Xenogender and genders are all on this page! I have to many to list here! https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude also please read my carrd! here is a link! https://owosoft.carrd.co/ </span></center>
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 <poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type
 -rejection sensitive dysphoria
+-anorexia/bulimia
--almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder
+-anxiety disorder
--extremely severe hypochondria
+-body dysphoria
--multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others)
+-gender dysphoria
--semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later)
+</span></poem>
--diagnosed acrophobia
--diagnosed apiphobia
--diagnosed spheksophobia
--diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder
--semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder
--possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though
--undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder
--likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder
--possibly anorexia nervosa
--possibly intermittent explosive disorder
--acute stress responses
--diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate)
--possibly post traumatic stress disorder
--possibly kelptomania or something similar
--we have suspicions about multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc), although as we are all minors feel it would be harmful to self-diagnose with them or anything of the sort, as minors rarely get those diagnoses due to the fact their personalities are still developing (anyone self-diagnosed with a personality disorder is valid though!! this is just our personal preference)
--suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder
--suspicions of synesthesia</span></poem>
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-<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''triggers + squicks'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
+<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''triggers '''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
 <poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">
+-s0c1de
--the relieved emoji
+-forcing headmates into Dormancy/integration
--gaslighting
+-eating disorders
--manipulation
+-being rejected
--guilt-tripping
+-being forgoton
--emotional abuse
+-being stared at
--verbal abuse
+-being talked about with out my knowledge
--mental abuse
+-pet names with out my consent
--animal abuse
+-r4p3
--the name/nickname 'maddie'
+-date r4p3 drugs
--eas sounds
+-drugs
--eating (squick)
+-being told i am "too sensitive" or "not good enough"
--food (squick)
--hi-chew (squick)
--pain (squick)
--blood
--being forced to eat
--force feeding
--the phrase 'lolol'
--psychiatric hospitals (squick)
--overeating
--needles and sharp objects
--self-harm and s**cide
--jokes about self-harm and s**cide
--bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders
--paper cuts
--pedophillia (when acted upon)
--weight shaming
--being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc
--the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc
--the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.'
--people yelling and/or arguing
--glorifying any mental disorders in general
--glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia
--invalidating trauma
--victim blaming
--being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go"
--dismissive phrases
--generalizations
--passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine)
--being told you’re “too sensitive”
--being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over
--roblox in general (squick)
--adopt me
--welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick)
--the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick)
--being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick)
--emptying dishwashers
--plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc
--the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon
--dream smp exile arc
--dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick)
--dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself)
--jokes about trauma
--being accused of lying
--being called a liar
--being fakeclaimed
--being yelled at
--yelling in general
--arguing
--caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick)
--being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue
--being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc
--passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset
--people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague)
--being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick)
--being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick)
--people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere
--being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc
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-<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things we experience/have'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
+<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things I experience/have'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
 <poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">
--we experience dissociation
+-I experience derealization
+-I have insomnia
--we experience depersonalization
+-I get self-harm impulses
--we experience derealization
+-I get s**cidal thoughts
--we have insomnia as a symptom
--we get self-harm impulses
+-I get panic attacks
--we get s**cidal thoughts
+-I get anxiety attacks
+-I get easily get overstimulated
--we suffer from migraines
+-I have traumatic memories
--we suffer from tinnitus
+-I suffer from traumatic flashbacks
--we have misophonia
--we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism
--we have vitiligo
--we get panic attacks
--we get anxiety attacks
--we stim
--we probably tic
--we easily get overstimulated
--we are often understimulated
--we have traumatic memories
--we suffer from traumatic flashbacks
--we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts
--we experience imposter syndrome
--we experience delusions and extreme paranoia
--we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together
--we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis
--we're pretty sure we experience delusions
--we are compulsive hoarders
--we possibly have synesthesia
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 -you’re a sysmed
 -you’re a transmed
--your body is older than 25
 -your body is younger than 12
 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’
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 -you’re anti-otherkin
 -you’re anti-alterhuman
--you’re against educated self-diagnosis
--you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti
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-<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''dni list'''</center></span></u>
+<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''DNI list (do not interact)'''</center></span></u>
-<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>please put your username here if you dont want us (or a specific one of us) to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable)</center></span></poem>
+<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>please put your username here if you dont want me to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable) and please (if conformable) List why (if applicable) </center></span></poem>
 <u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''friend list'''</center></span></u>
-<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>put your username here if you consider us friends :)</center></span></poem>
+<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>
+MoocowTehcat/Moocowogm
-<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''qna thing i guess'''</center></span></u>
+put your username here if you consider us friends :)</center></span></poem>
+<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''QNA thing i guess'''</center></span></u>
 <poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :)</center></span></poem>
-<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''signatures ig'''</center></span></u>
+<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''signatures I guess lol  '''</center></span></u>
-<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>yall know what to do :)
-hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they
-yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj)
-hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21)
-</center></span></poem>
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