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== 💫~PROFILE UNDER CONSTRUCTION~ ☁ == |
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== Info on my DID system! == |
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= <span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"><center> the stardust system</center></span> = |
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TW:///// Forcing head mates into integrations//// family//////medication |
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<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">median system - traumagenic, endogenic, xenogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, cryptogenic, and cyrogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic - aerogenic, phytogenic, aquatien, and pyrotien - between parasian and mesosian - orbital</span></center> |
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<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">ello- we're the stardust system! we've only got three headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. |
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we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.</span></center> |
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(EDIT:::::TW//////my last head went recently went dormant.... please try not to talk about it it makes be sad) |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''[https://sites.google.com/view/multiplecode/home?authuser=0 multiple code]'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r----/o/o+^]! | r</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''headmates/facets'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vari'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vari |
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nicknames: vai |
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role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) |
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age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? |
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species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel? |
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gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid |
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pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid |
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orientation: lesbian/neptunic/abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic |
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amory: ambiamorous |
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hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms |
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relationships: in a qpr with [[User:Starry_Snow|rae]] <3 |
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other:</span></poem>[[File:vari.png|thumb|180px|vari's appearance]] |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vyx'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vyx |
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nicknames: v |
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role: co-core, former host |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: unknown |
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gender: transneutral non-binary |
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pronouns: they/spark |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: we dunno yet |
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other: we're not 100% sure they’re a headmate</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''jupiter'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: jupiter |
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nicknames: none (that we know of) |
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role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer |
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age: ??? |
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species: celestial spirit of some kind |
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gender: ??? |
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pronouns: star/fae |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: psychology |
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relationships: none |
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other: if jupiter is fronting, please ''do not'' talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger star to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot.</poem>[[File:jupiter.png|thumb|180px|jupiter's appearance]] |
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</div></div> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''rigel/orion/leo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: rigel/orion/leo |
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nicknames: none (that we know of) |
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role: protector, core (?), possibly former host |
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age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen |
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species: ??? |
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gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure |
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pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: nonamorous |
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hyperfixations: space |
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relationships: ...no. just no. |
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other:</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''axel'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: axel |
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nicknames: ax |
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role: protector, socializer |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: human (british) |
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gender: we think he's male (unsure if cis or trans) |
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pronouns: he/him |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: none, we're not sure if he wants any |
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other: we're not 100% sure he's a headmate</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''arlo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: arlo |
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nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o |
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role: protector, socializer |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: unknown (possibly human) |
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gender: unaligned non-binary |
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pronouns: xae/spark/they |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: none, we're not sure if xae want any |
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other: we're not 100% sure xae’re a headmate</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''neurodivergencies'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type |
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-rejection sensitive dysphoria |
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-almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder |
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-extremely severe hypochondria |
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-multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others) |
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-semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later) |
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-diagnosed acrophobia |
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-diagnosed apiphobia |
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-diagnosed spheksophobia |
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-diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder |
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-semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder |
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-possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though |
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-undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder |
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-likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder |
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-possibly anorexia nervosa |
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-possibly intermittent explosive disorder |
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-acute stress responses |
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-diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate) |
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-possibly post traumatic stress disorder |
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-possibly kelptomania or something similar |
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-we have suspicions about multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc), although as we are all minors feel it would be harmful to self-diagnose with them or anything of the sort, as minors rarely get those diagnoses due to the fact their personalities are still developing (anyone self-diagnosed with a personality disorder is valid though!! this is just our personal preference) |
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-suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder |
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-suspicions of synesthesia</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''triggers + squicks'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-the relieved emoji |
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-gaslighting |
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-manipulation |
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-guilt-tripping |
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-emotional abuse |
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-verbal abuse |
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-mental abuse |
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-animal abuse |
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-the name/nickname 'maddie' |
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-eas sounds |
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-eating (squick) |
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-food (squick) |
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-hi-chew (squick) |
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-pain (squick) |
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-blood |
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-being forced to eat |
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-force feeding |
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-the phrase 'lolol' |
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-psychiatric hospitals (squick) |
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-overeating |
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-needles and sharp objects |
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-self-harm and s**cide |
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-jokes about self-harm and s**cide |
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-bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders |
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-paper cuts |
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-pedophillia (when acted upon) |
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-weight shaming |
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-being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc |
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-the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc |
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-the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' |
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-people yelling and/or arguing |
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-glorifying any mental disorders in general |
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-glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia |
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-invalidating trauma |
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-victim blaming |
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-being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" |
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-dismissive phrases |
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-generalizations |
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-passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine) |
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-being told you’re “too sensitive” |
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-being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over |
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-roblox in general (squick) |
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-adopt me |
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-welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-emptying dishwashers |
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-plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc |
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-the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon |
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-dream smp exile arc |
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-dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) |
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-jokes about trauma |
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-being accused of lying |
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-being called a liar |
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-being fakeclaimed |
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-being yelled at |
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-yelling in general |
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-arguing |
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-caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue |
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-being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc |
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-passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset |
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-people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague) |
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-being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere |
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-being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things we experience/have'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-we experience dissociation |
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-we experience depersonalization |
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-we experience derealization |
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-we have insomnia as a symptom |
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-we get self-harm impulses |
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-we get s**cidal thoughts |
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-we suffer from migraines |
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-we suffer from tinnitus |
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-we have misophonia |
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-we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism |
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-we have vitiligo |
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-we get panic attacks |
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-we get anxiety attacks |
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-we stim |
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-we probably tic |
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-we easily get overstimulated |
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-we are often understimulated |
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-we have traumatic memories |
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-we suffer from traumatic flashbacks |
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-we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts |
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-we experience imposter syndrome |
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-we experience delusions and extreme paranoia |
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-we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together |
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-we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis |
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-we're pretty sure we experience delusions |
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-we are compulsive hoarders |
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-we possibly have synesthesia |
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</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''please dont interact with us if...'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way |
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-you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) |
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-you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ |
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-you fakeclaim |
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-you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities |
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-you’re a sysmed |
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-you’re a transmed |
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-your body is older than 25 |
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-your body is younger than 12 |
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-you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ |
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-you invalidate trauma |
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-you purposely trigger folkel |
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-you use slurs that you can’t reclaim |
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-you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts |
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-you’re a furry-hater |
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-you’re anti-otherkin |
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-you’re anti-alterhuman |
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-you’re against educated self-diagnosis |
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-you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti |
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</span></poem> |
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</div></div> |
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<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''dni list'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>please put your username here if you dont want us (or a specific one of us) to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable)</center></span></poem> |
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<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''friend list'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>put your username here if you consider us friends :)</center></span></poem> |
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<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''qna thing i guess'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :)</center></span></poem> |
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<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''signatures ig'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>yall know what to do :) |
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hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they |
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yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj) |
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hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21) |
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== Terms I coined! == |
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</center></span></poem> |
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[[aceactivate]] |
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__NOTOC__ |
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__NOEDITSECTION__ |
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[[cottongender]] |
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[[Flagpole Queer|flag pole queers]] |
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[[Cat System|Cat system]] |
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[[nyangender|nyangender\\]] |
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[[cottagegender]] |
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[[QwQgender]] |
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[[Sakuragender|sakuraGender]] |
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== My carrd/info! <sup>✧( ु•⌄• )◞◟( •⌄• ू )✧</sup> == |
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Here is a link to my carrd! please click '''[https://owosoft.carrd.co/ HERE!]''' |
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You can also read my Pronouns page! Link to pronouns '''[https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude HERE]''' |
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== Important info == |
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══✿══╡°˖✧ About Me ✧˖°╞══✿══ |
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╭┄┄┄┄┄┄ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ General Information |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Name(s):catitude[//cat//cati//catit //cat//cati//catit] |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Pronouns: they/them/theirs/themselves ///// cat/cats/cat's/catselves |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Age: ??? |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Birthday: 08/16 |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Height: 5'9 |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Neurodivergence: Plz use tone indicators lol |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Sexuality: [[Aceactivate|AceActivate]] ///// [[Orgasace|Orgasce]] ///// [[Zesexual]] //// [[Pansensual|pansenual]] //// [[fluxolibidoist]] /// [[Aegosexual]] ///[[Asexual]]// [[Acespike|ACE spike]] |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Romanticism: [[Sapphic]] romantic |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Gender(s): too many to list lloool look at my prnns ([https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude CLICK HERE] for that lol) |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Amory: open lol |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Triggers: r4pe////e4t1ng d1s0rd3r// suc1d3 |
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╰┈➤ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Positive: cats/starbucks//tea/aesthetic |
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╰┈➤ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Negative: idk lol |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Boundaries: |
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╰┈➤ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Things I am comfortable with: if you need to wonder bout it just ask |
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╰┈➤ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Things I am not comfortable with: swearing with no warnings//pet names w/o asking |
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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ ☁️ Other: idk lol read this https://en.pronouns.page/@catitude |
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╰┄┄┄┄┄┄┄ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ |
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Revision as of 02:47, 16 October 2021
💫~PROFILE UNDER CONSTRUCTION~ ☁
the stardust system
<poem>n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r----/o/o+^]! | r</poem>
<poem>name: vari nicknames: vai role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel? gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian/neptunic/abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms relationships: in a qpr with rae <3
other:</poem><poem>name: vyx nicknames: v role: co-core, former host age: ageless teen? species: unknown gender: transneutral non-binary pronouns: they/spark orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: we dunno yet other: we're not 100% sure they’re a headmate</poem>
<poem>name: jupiter nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer age: ??? species: celestial spirit of some kind gender: ??? pronouns: star/fae orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: psychology relationships: none
other: if jupiter is fronting, please do not talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger star to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot.</poem><poem>name: rigel/orion/leo nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen species: ??? gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space relationships: ...no. just no. other:</poem>
<poem>name: axel nicknames: ax role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: human (british) gender: we think he's male (unsure if cis or trans) pronouns: he/him orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if he wants any other: we're not 100% sure he's a headmate</poem>
<poem>name: arlo nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: unknown (possibly human) gender: unaligned non-binary pronouns: xae/spark/they orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if xae want any other: we're not 100% sure xae’re a headmate</poem>
<poem>-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type -rejection sensitive dysphoria -almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder -extremely severe hypochondria -multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others) -semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later) -diagnosed acrophobia -diagnosed apiphobia -diagnosed spheksophobia -diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder -semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder -possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though -undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder -likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder -possibly anorexia nervosa -possibly intermittent explosive disorder -acute stress responses -diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate) -possibly post traumatic stress disorder -possibly kelptomania or something similar -we have suspicions about multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc), although as we are all minors feel it would be harmful to self-diagnose with them or anything of the sort, as minors rarely get those diagnoses due to the fact their personalities are still developing (anyone self-diagnosed with a personality disorder is valid though!! this is just our personal preference) -suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder -suspicions of synesthesia</poem>
<poem> -the relieved emoji -gaslighting -manipulation -guilt-tripping -emotional abuse -verbal abuse -mental abuse -animal abuse -the name/nickname 'maddie' -eas sounds -eating (squick) -food (squick) -hi-chew (squick) -pain (squick) -blood -being forced to eat -force feeding -the phrase 'lolol' -psychiatric hospitals (squick) -overeating -needles and sharp objects -self-harm and s**cide -jokes about self-harm and s**cide -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -paper cuts -pedophillia (when acted upon) -weight shaming -being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc -the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc -the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' -people yelling and/or arguing -glorifying any mental disorders in general -glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia -invalidating trauma -victim blaming -being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" -dismissive phrases -generalizations -passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine) -being told you’re “too sensitive” -being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over -roblox in general (squick) -adopt me -welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) -the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) -emptying dishwashers -plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc -the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon -dream smp exile arc -dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) -jokes about trauma -being accused of lying -being called a liar -being fakeclaimed -being yelled at -yelling in general -arguing -caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue -being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc -passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset -people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague) -being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick) -people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere -being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc </poem>
<poem> -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we probably tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated -we have traumatic memories -we suffer from traumatic flashbacks -we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts -we experience imposter syndrome -we experience delusions and extreme paranoia -we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together -we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis -we're pretty sure we experience delusions -we are compulsive hoarders -we possibly have synesthesia </poem>
<poem> -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed -you’re a transmed -your body is older than 25 -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folkel -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin -you’re anti-alterhuman -you’re against educated self-diagnosis -you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti </poem>
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hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj)
hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21)
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