User:-raining-stardust-

the stardust system

median system - traumagenic, endogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, and cryptogenic - between parasian and mesosian ello- we're the stardust system! we've only got three headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.

headmates/facets

vari

<poem>name: vari role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), frontrunner, host, outernaut, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider gender: masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/ae/it, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms

other:</poem>

vari's appearance

jupiter

<poem>name: jupiter role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, maybe dissociagenic, and possibly an observer age: ??? gender: ??? pronouns: star/fae orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: psychol ogy

other: if jupiter is fronting, please do not talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger star to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot.</poem>

jupiter's appearance

rigel/orion/leo

<poem>name: rigel/orion/leo role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space other:</poem>

neurodivergencies

<poem>-attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder -rejection sensitive dysphoria -obsessive-compulsive disorder -hypochondria -multiple undiagnosed anxiety disorders (possibly generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder, as well as maybe even others) -possibly depression -acute stress responses -maybeee post traumatic stress disorder- was vaguely hinted at by a psychiatrist whos known us for most of our lives, but nothing was explicitly stated</poem>

triggers + squicks

<poem> -the relieved emoji -g*sl*ghting (a, i) -m*n*p*lation (a, i, u) -emotional ab*se (u) -verbal ab*se (u) -mental ab*se (u) -animal ab*se (u) -the name/nickname 'm*dd*e' (a, i) -eas sounds -eating (squick) -f**d (o) (squick) -bl**d (o) -being forced to eat -force feeding -the phrase 'l*l*l' (o) -psychiatric hospitals (squick) -overeating -needles and sharp objects -s*lf-h*rm and s**cide (e, a, u, i) -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -p*per c*ts (a, e) -p*dophillia -weight shaming -being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc -the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' -people yelling and/or arguing -glorifying mental disorders -invalidating trauma -victim blaming -being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" -dissmissive phrases -generalizations -being ignored, interupted, and/or talked over -roblox in general (squick) -adopt me -welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) -the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) -the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon -dream smp exile arc -dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) -jokes about trauma -being accused of lying -being fakeclaimed </poem>

things we experience/have

<poem> -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we possibly tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated -we have traumatic memories -we suffer from traumatic flashbacks -we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts </poem>

please dont interact with us if...

<poem> -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folken in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed you’re a transmed -your body is older than 25 -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folken’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folken -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin </poem>

dni list

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please put your username here if you dont want us (or a specific one of us) to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable)

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qna thing i guess

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if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :)

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signatures ig

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yall know what to do :)

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