User:-raining-stardust-

the stardust system

median system - traumagenic, endogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, and cryptogenic - between parasian and mesosian

headmates/facets

vari

<poem>name: vari role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), frontrunner, host, outernaut, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider gender: masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/ae/it, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms other:</poem>

jupiter

<poem>name: jupiter role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, maybe dissociagenic? age: ??? gender: ??? pronouns: star/fae orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: psychology other:</poem>

rigil/orion/leo

<poem>name: rigil/orion/leo role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless gender: no pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space other:</poem>

neurodivergencies

<poem>-attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder -rejection sensitive dysphoria -obsessive-compulsive disorder -hypochondria -multiple undiagnosed anxiety disorders (possibly generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder, as well as maybe even others) -possibly depression -acute stress response -maybeee post traumatic stress disorder- was vaguely hinted at by a psychiatrist whos known us for most of our lives, but nothing was explicitly stated</poem>

triggers + squicks

<poem> -the relieved emoji -g*sl*ghting (a, i) -m*n*p*lation (a, i, u) -emotional ab*se (u) -verbal ab*se (u) -mental ab*se (u) -the name/nickname 'm*dd*e' (a, i) -eas sounds -eating (squick) -f**d (o) (squick) -bl**d (o) -being forced to eat (squick) -the phrase 'l*l*l' (o) -psychiatric hospitals (sqick) -overeating (squick) -needles and sharp objects -s*lf-h*rm and s**cide (e, a, u, i) -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -p*per c*ts (a, e) -p*dophillia -weight shaming </poem>

things we experience/have

<poem> -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we possibly tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated </poem>

dni list

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