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= <span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"><center><small><small><small>✧・゚: *✧・゚:*</small></small> the stardust system <small><small>*:・゚✧*:・゚✧</small></small></small></center></span> = |
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<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">median system • traumagenic, endogenic, xenogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, cryptogenic, and cyrogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic • aerogenic, phytogenic, aquatien, and pyrotien • between parasian and mesosian • orbital</span></center> |
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<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">ello- we're the stardust system! we've got who knows how many headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. |
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we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.</span></center> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''[https://sites.google.com/view/multiplecode/home?authuser=0 multiple code]'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r----/o/o+^]! | r</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''headmates/facets'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vari'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vari |
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nicknames: vai |
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role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) |
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age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? |
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species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel? |
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gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid |
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pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid |
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orientation: lesbian/neptunic/abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic |
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amory: ambiamorous |
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hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms |
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relationships: in a qpr with [[User:Starry_Snow|rae]] and in a qpr with [[User:PrinceLuci|luci]] <3 |
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other:</span></poem>[[File:vari.png|thumb|180px|vari's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/1232118 link])]] |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vyx'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vyx |
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nicknames: v |
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role: co-core, former host |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: unknown |
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gender: transneutral non-binary |
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pronouns: he/spark |
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orientation: probably lesbian? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: we dunno yet |
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other: we're not 100% sure they’re a headmate</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''jupiter'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: jupiter |
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nicknames: none (that we know of) |
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role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer |
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age: ??? |
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species: celestial spirit of some kind |
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gender: ??? |
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pronouns: fae/faer |
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orientation: anattractional |
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amory: nonamorous, agamous |
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hyperfixations: psychology |
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relationships: none |
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other: if jupiter is fronting, please ''do not'' talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger fae to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot.</poem>[[File:jupiter.png|thumb|180px|jupiter's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/157366/ link])]] |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''rigel/orion/leo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: rigel/orion/leo |
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nicknames: none (that we know of) |
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role: protector, core (?), possibly former host |
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age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen |
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species: ??? |
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gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure |
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pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: nonamorous |
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hyperfixations: space |
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relationships: ...no. just no. |
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other:</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''axel'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: axel |
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nicknames: ax |
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role: protector, socializer |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: human (british) |
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gender: trans guy |
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pronouns: he/him |
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orientation: vincian |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: none, we're not sure if he wants any |
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other: we're not 100% sure he's a headmate, but are pretty sure</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''arlo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: arlo |
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nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o |
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role: protector, socializer |
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age: ageless teen? |
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species: unknown (possibly human) |
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gender: unaligned non-binary |
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pronouns: xae/spark/they |
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orientation: ??? |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: none really |
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relationships: none, we're not sure if xae want any |
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other: we're not 100% sure xae’re a headmate</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''ollie'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: ollie |
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nicknames: oli |
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role: protector, socializer |
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age: little, around seven?? |
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species: human |
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gender: trans guy |
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pronouns: he/him |
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orientation: vincian |
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amory: ??? |
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hyperfixations: boys /j |
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relationships: playmates with [[User:Starry_Snow|ash]] <33333 |
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other: so so gay</span></poem> [[File:ollie.png|thumb|180px|ollie's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197 link])]] |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''neurodivergencies'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type |
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-rejection sensitive dysphoria |
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-almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder |
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-extremely severe hypochondria |
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-multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others) |
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-semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later) |
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-diagnosed acrophobia |
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-diagnosed apiphobia |
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-diagnosed spheksophobia |
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-diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder |
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-semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder |
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-possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though |
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-undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder |
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-likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder |
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-possibly anorexia nervosa |
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-likely intermittent explosive disorder |
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-acute stress responses |
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-diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate) |
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-possibly complex post traumatic stress disorder |
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-possibly kleptomania or something similar |
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-suspicions of multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc) |
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-suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder |
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-suspicions of synesthesia |
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-likely undiagnosed body dysmorphic disorder |
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-likely undiagnosed gender dysphoria disorder</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''triggers + squicks'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-the relieved emoji |
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-gaslighting |
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-manipulation |
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-bullying |
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-guilt-tripping |
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-emotional abuse |
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-verbal abuse |
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-mental abuse |
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-animal abuse |
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-physical abuse |
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-the name/nickname 'maddie' |
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-the name/nickname 'madison' |
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-eas sounds |
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-eating (squick) |
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-food (squick) |
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-hi-chew (squick) |
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-pain (squick) |
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-blood |
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-being forced to eat |
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-force feeding |
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-the phrase 'lolol' |
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-psychiatric hospitals |
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-overeating |
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-needles and sharp objects |
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-self-harm and s**cide |
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-jokes about self-harm and s**cide |
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-bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders |
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-paper cuts |
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-pedophillia (when acted upon) |
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-weight shaming |
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-being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc |
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-the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc |
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-the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' |
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-people yelling and/or arguing |
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-glorifying any mental disorders in general |
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-glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia |
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-romanticizing mental disorders, unless it is being used as a coping mechanism by someone with said disorder |
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-making fun of mental disorders |
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-invalidating trauma |
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-victim blaming |
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-being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" |
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-dismissive phrases |
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-generalizations |
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-passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine) |
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-being told you’re “too sensitive” |
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-being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over |
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-roblox in general (squick) |
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-adopt me |
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-welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-emptying dishwashers |
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-plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc |
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-the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon |
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-dream smp exile arc |
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-dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) |
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-jokes about trauma |
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-being accused of lying |
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-being called a liar |
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-lying |
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-arguments about lying |
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-being fakeclaimed |
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-being yelled at |
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-yelling in general |
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-arguing |
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-caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue |
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-being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc |
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-passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset |
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-people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague) |
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-being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick) |
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-people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere |
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-being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc |
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-being told you're not good enough, a bad person, worthless, etc |
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-loud noises/music |
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-stinging insects (bees, wasps, hornets, etc) |
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-being high up off the ground |
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-bridges (only when on them, talk of them is fine) |
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-airplanes (only when riding on them honestly, talk of them is fine) |
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-spiders |
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-shots |
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-needles |
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-sharp objects (only when others are holding them) |
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-doctors and stuff somewhere between a trigger and squick) |
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-the term ‘multiple personality disorder/mpd’ (unless referring to why it shouldn’t be used or talking about how it’s an outdated term, or if it’s from something when it was actually the term used) |
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-misuse of the word 'trigger' |
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-pool bleachers |
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-school pools |
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-ping pong inside schools |
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-friend's phones going missing/finding a friend's phone |
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-going to french class (only in real life) |
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-going to building class (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-going to homebase (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-school (squick) |
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-going to school (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick) |
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-being left on read |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things we experience/have'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-we experience dissociation |
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-we experience depersonalization |
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-we experience derealization |
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-we have insomnia as a symptom |
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-we get self-harm impulses |
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-we get s**cidal thoughts |
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-we suffer from migraines |
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-we suffer from tinnitus |
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-we have misophonia |
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-we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism |
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-we have vitiligo |
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-we get panic attacks |
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-we get anxiety attacks |
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-we stim |
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-we probably tic |
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-we easily get overstimulated |
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-we are often understimulated |
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-we have traumatic memories |
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-we suffer from traumatic flashbacks |
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-we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts |
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-we experience imposter syndrome |
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-we experience delusions and extreme paranoia |
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-we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together |
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-we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis |
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-we're pretty sure we experience delusions |
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-we are compulsive hoarders |
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-we are pretty sure we have synesthesia |
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</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni if...'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"> |
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-you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way |
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-you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) |
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-you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ |
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-you fakeclaim |
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-you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities |
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-you’re a sysmed |
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-you’re a transmed |
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-your body is older than 25 |
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-your body is younger than 12 |
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-you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ |
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-you invalidate trauma |
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-you purposely trigger folkel |
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-you use slurs that you can’t reclaim |
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-you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts |
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-you’re a furry-hater |
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-you’re anti-otherkin |
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-you’re anti-alterhuman |
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-you’re against educated self-diagnosis |
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-you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti |
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</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni specifically'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"> |
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-ariathatsme or any alternate accounts |
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-fl00f2 |
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-catitudethecat, catowouwu, catsarethebest123, or any other alternate accounts |
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-.iwakothekittybunny. |
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-mayasx |
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-kittydsmpfan |
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-nyxissus |
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-artsyaries |
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</span></poem> |
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''we are on the dni list of'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content"> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">-.forestofmushrooms. (can interact, just don’t seek out.)</span></poem> |
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<u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>'''friend list'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>put your username here if you consider us friends :)</center></span></poem> |
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<poem><center><span style="font-family: times new roman;"> |
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Moxxie aka Snakeboy12345 |
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A Murder of Crows (RobynSongs) |
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Rae (qpp heh) |
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Stitchy0 heheheheasdhfd |
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Voup.ll |
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</span></center></poem> |
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<center><u><span style="font-family: times new roman;"> |
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<center>'''signatures ig'''</center></span></u> |
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<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><center>yall know what to do :) |
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hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they |
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yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj) |
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hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21) |
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Hello! u all seem cool :)-Moxxie aka Snakeboy12345 |
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Ya'll are awesome :D [ voup.ll ] |
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