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= <span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';"><center><small><small><small>✧・゚: *✧・゚:*</small></small> the stardust system <small><small>*:・゚✧*:・゚✧</small></small></small></center></span> =
<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">median system • traumagenic, endogenic, xenogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, cryptogenic, and cyrogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic • aerogenic, phytogenic, aquatien, and pyrotien • between parasian and mesosian • orbital</span></center>
<center><span style="font-family: times new roman;">ello- we're the stardust system! we've got who knows how many headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too.
we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.</span></center>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''[https://sites.google.com/view/multiplecode/home?authuser=0 multiple code]'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r----/o/o+^]! | r</span></poem>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''headmates/facets'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vari'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vari
nicknames: vai
role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?)
age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? 14
species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel?
gender: genderfluid trans guy
pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid
orientation: abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic
amory: polyamorous
hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms
relationships: in a qpr with [[User:Starry_Snow|rae]], in a qpr with [[User:PrinceLuci|luci]], and in a qpr with [[User:4NGELRATZ|krypto]] <3
other:</span></poem>[[File:vari.png|thumb|180px|vari's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/1232118 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''vyx'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: vyx
nicknames: v
role: core, former host
age: body’s age
species: human
gender: transneutral non-binary
pronouns: they/spark
orientation: aroace lesbian
amory: ambiamorous
hyperfixations: psychology, helluva boss
relationships: no
other: was dormant for a while</span></poem>[[File:vyx.jpeg|thumb|180px|vyx’s appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''jupiter'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: jupiter
nicknames: none (that we know of)
role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer
age: ageless
species: celestial spirit of some kind
gender: non-binary
pronouns: fae/faer
orientation: anattractional
amory: nonamorous, agamous
hyperfixations: psychology
relationships: none
other: if jupiter is fronting, please ''do not'' talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger fae to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot.</poem>[[File:jupiter.png|thumb|180px|jupiter's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/157366/ link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''rigel/orion/leo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: rigel/orion/leo
nicknames: none (that we know of)
role: protector, core (?), possibly former host
age: maybe 13?
species: ???
gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure
pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too
orientation: ???
amory: nonamorous
hyperfixations: space
relationships: ...no. just no.
other:</span></poem>
[[File:Rigel.png|thumb|180px|rigel’s appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/599056 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''axel'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: axel
nicknames: ax
role: protector, socializer
age: 17
species: human (british)
gender: trans guy
pronouns: he/him
orientation: vincian
amory: ???
hyperfixations: none really
relationships: none
other:</span></poem>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''corvil'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: corvil
nicknames: cori
role: persecutor-protector
age: teen
species: human?
gender: possibly antigender
pronouns: rage/flame/spark
orientation: aroace
amory: nonamorous
hyperfixations: none
relationships: no
other:</span></poem>[[File:corvil.jpeg|thumb|180px|cori’s appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''arlo'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: arlo
nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o
role: protector, socializer
age: ageless teen?
species: elf/human
gender: unaligned non-binary
pronouns: xae/spark/they
orientation: ???
amory: ???
hyperfixations: none really
relationships: none
other:</span></poem> [[File:arlo.png|thumb|180px|arlo's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''ollie'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: ollie
nicknames: oli
role: protector, socializer
age: 7
species: human
gender: trans guy
pronouns: he/him
orientation: vincian
amory: ???
hyperfixations: boys /hj
relationships: playmates with [[User:Starry_Snow|ash]] <33333
other: so so gay</span></poem> [[File:ollie.jpeg|thumb|180px|ollie's appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''rosemarie'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">name: rosemarie
nicknames: rose (close friends only)
role: protector?
age: demiageless, unknown
species: human?
gender: non-binary
pronouns: she/they/petal
orientation: pan?
amory: ???
hyperfixations: ?
relationships: none
other:</span></poem>[[File:rosemarie.jpeg|thumb|180px|rosemarie’s appearance ([https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093 link])]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''neurodivergencies'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">-diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type
-rejection sensitive dysphoria
-almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder
-extremely severe hypochondria
-multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others)
-semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later)
-diagnosed acrophobia
-diagnosed apiphobia
-diagnosed spheksophobia
-diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder
-semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder
-possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though
-undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder
-likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder
-possibly anorexia nervosa
-likely intermittent explosive disorder
-acute stress responses
-diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate)
-possibly complex post traumatic stress disorder
-possibly kleptomania or something similar
-suspicions of multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc)
-suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder
-suspicions of synesthesia
-likely undiagnosed body dysmorphic disorder
-likely undiagnosed gender dysphoria disorder</span></poem>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''triggers + squicks'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">
-the relieved emoji
-gaslighting
-manipulation
-bullying
-guilt-tripping
-emotional abuse
-verbal abuse
-mental abuse
-animal abuse
-physical abuse
-the name/nickname 'maddie'
-the name/nickname 'madison'
-eas sounds
-eating (squick)
-food (squick)
-hi-chew (squick)
-pain (squick)
-blood
-being forced to eat
-force feeding
-the phrase 'lolol'
-psychiatric hospitals
-overeating
-needles and sharp objects
-self-harm and s**cide
-jokes about self-harm and s**cide
-bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders
-paper cuts
-pedophillia (when acted upon)
-weight shaming
-being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc
-the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc
-the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.'
-people yelling and/or arguing
-glorifying any mental disorders in general
-glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia
-romanticizing mental disorders, unless it is being used as a coping mechanism by someone with said disorder
-making fun of mental disorders
-invalidating trauma
-victim blaming
-being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go"
-dismissive phrases
-generalizations
-passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine)
-being told you’re “too sensitive”
-being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over
-roblox in general (squick)
-adopt me
-welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick)
-the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick)
-being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick)
-emptying dishwashers
-plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc
-the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon
-dream smp exile arc
-dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick)
-dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself)
-jokes about trauma
-being accused of lying
-being called a liar
-lying
-arguments about lying
-being fakeclaimed
-being yelled at
-yelling in general
-arguing
-caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick)
-being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue
-being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc
-passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset
-people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague)
-being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick)
-being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick)
-people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere
-being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc
-being told you're not good enough, a bad person, worthless, etc
-loud noises/music
-stinging insects (bees, wasps, hornets, etc)
-being high up off the ground
-bridges (only when on them, talk of them is fine)
-airplanes (only when riding on them honestly, talk of them is fine)
-spiders
-shots
-needles
-sharp objects (only when others are holding them)
-doctors and stuff somewhere between a trigger and squick)
-the term ‘multiple personality disorder/mpd’ (unless referring to why it shouldn’t be used or talking about how it’s an outdated term, or if it’s from something when it was actually the term used)
-misuse of the word 'trigger'
-pool bleachers
-school pools
-ping pong inside schools
-friend's phones going missing/finding a friend's phone
-going to french class (only in real life)
-going to building class (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick)
-going to homebase (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick)
-school (squick)
-going to school (only in real life, fluctuates between trigger and squick)
-being left on read
-hallways of schools at night
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things we experience/have'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">
-we experience dissociation
-we experience depersonalization
-we experience derealization
-we have insomnia as a symptom
-we get self-harm impulses
-we get s**cidal thoughts
-we suffer from migraines
-we suffer from tinnitus
-we have misophonia
-we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism
-we have vitiligo
-we get panic attacks
-we get anxiety attacks
-we stim
-we probably tic
-we easily get overstimulated
-we are often understimulated
-we have traumatic memories
-we suffer from traumatic flashbacks
-we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts
-we experience imposter syndrome
-we experience delusions and extreme paranoia
-we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together
-we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis
-we're pretty sure we experience delusions
-we are compulsive hoarders
-we are pretty sure we have synesthesia
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''terms we've coined'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">
-[[cupiosexualflux]]
-[[cupioromanticflux]]
-[[nebulafade]]
-[[genderfade]]
-[[flamegender]]
-[[electrogender]]
-[[grammarlygender]]
-[[transgenderless]]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''things we've made'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">
-[[User_blog:-raining-stardust-/user_page_template|coding guide]]
-[https://lgbta.wikia.org/f/p/4400000000000218953 intro template]
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni if...'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-size:65 px; font-family: 'times new roman';">
-you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way
-you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc)
-you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’
-you fakeclaim
-you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities
-you’re a sysmed
-you’re a transmed
-your body is older than 25
-your body is younger than 12
-you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’
-you invalidate trauma
-you purposely trigger folkel
-you use slurs that you can’t reclaim
-you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts
-you’re a furry-hater
-you’re anti-otherkin
-you’re anti-alterhuman
-you’re against educated self-diagnosis
-you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''dni specifically'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">
-ariathatsme or any alternate accounts
-fl00f2
-catitudethecat, catowouwu, catsarethebest123, or any other alternate accounts
-.iwakothekittybunny.
-mayasx
-kittydsmpfan
-nyxissus
-artsyaries
-oopskskskskskgayman
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''we are on the dni list of'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
<poem><span style="font-family: times new roman;">-.forestofmushrooms. (can interact, just don’t seek out.)
-oopskskskskskgayman</span></poem>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''friends'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
{{User:-raining-stardust-/friends}}
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;">'''signatures'''</span><div align="center"; style="font-size: 85%"; class="mw-collapsible-content">
{{User:-raining-stardust-/signatures}}
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